I had a vision. I saw a nicely set table. It was beautiful. It had place settings, food and a crisp white linen table cloth. Everything was set and ready to be enjoyed. All that was missing were the attendants. I walk into the room and the appearance and smell was delightful. As I walked towards the table to find my seat, in the blink of an eye, what was once so beautiful was flipped upside down. The food and dishes were everywhere and broken. This is how I felt like my life looked. I felt that everything was so perfectly set and ready for the dinner bell to ring. Little did I know His plans were much different. It reminds me of when we first started this journey of saying "Yes," I would call it our beautiful mess. But then the table was beginning to be set and things were beginning to look as though "dinner" was almost ready. In one quick swoosh everything was all over the place and I got angry. I was mad at the...